Im sorry. Im really sorry.

Give me a valid reason and i shall conform without another word. Try to enforce your values and priciples on me just because you want to assert your authority and im not the girl for it. Conformation that comes due to authority is not permenant. Only one that comes out of love and respect for you will remain till the end. Because you will not have that authority for long. and when you dont have it anymore, you wont recognise me after that. And im the one to decide whether you shall have that authority. The point where the ball is no longer in your court has passed long back, its in my court now. But i chose to let you play.

Im sorry im growing up. Im sorry im having a mind of my own and ive started thinking for myself.Im sorry im seeing the outside world and realising all that ive been missing. Im sorry i have feelings, my own principles and values. and im sorry those are different from yours. Im so sorry i dont fear you anymore and im so terribly sorry its not you who is the one controlling me anymore but my love and respect for you. And im sorry im reaching the brink of it and im very afraid i might lose that love and respect.

But should i be apoligizing? Is all of this even my fault?